I went into work today.
I didn’t want to when I woke up, but I did.
Felt ok on the drive in, me and my fiance were singing and dancing in the car.
Then I arrive and the weight of it hits me.
But I’ve got on with it.
Until about an hour ago, it comes in waves, mood swings, changes. I feel really low right now.
I’ve got less than an hour to go but it feels like forever.
I’ve been allowed to go out for a break to clear my head, so that’s where I am now, stood in the smoking shelter, vaping, and tapping away on my phone.
Sharing how I feel with people that I hope can understand.