When I say healthy I mean mentally healthy.
I’ve been a bit quiet for the past few days.
I am starting to struggle a little bit.
Working full time and not really resting on my days off is starting to take its toll.
I have noticed my mood starting to come down a little bit and my stress and anxiety levels rising.
Maybe it is just because the wedding is coming up so soon, but I don’t think so, I have been pretty calm about the whole thing because I have planned it pretty well and have got everything under control.
I think it is the weight of responsibilty.
Being responsible for my work.
Being responsible for visiting my sister.
Just being more responsible than I have had to be for a while.
Maybe I have taken on too much but I felt I needed to try and get back to normal.
I enjoy work and wouldn’t want to give it up. It fills my day and distracts me, but you need your weekend.
My weekends are currently spent in the gym (me time) or visiting my sister (which is a full day commitment).
I want to see my sister but it is becoming a lot for me to handle.
I feel like I just need a bit of a break somewhere.